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October 19th, 2009

Connemara returned

Connemara from Michelle McCarron on Vimeo.

18 years past and I find myself here once again. Connemara is a place of legends and wild rugged landscape. It is an environment of delicate peat bogs, lakes, stone walls, craggy peaks, sheep, and a sense of peace. There are few places more uniquely Irish than Connemara. In a country that has gone through (and continues to do so) profound social and economic upheavel one can still come here and get a sense of something above the rush of the cities and modern life. Connemara is not just a place it is a feeling. Situated in west County Galway the people there make a clear distinction between this place, themselves and the rest of Galway if not the rest of Ireland. You couldn’t fault them for doing so. It is wild, peaceful, magic and mysterious. But it can also be loud with the sound of wind blowing across it mountain tops, it’s people laughing and traditional music escaping from bars and halls. It is home to Connemara National Park and the Twelve Ben peaks in the Maumturk mountain range where you can hike for days with sheep watching your every move. The Glencoaghan Horseshoe is one of the best hikes I’ve done anywhere and is an Irish classic. Not to mention the Diamond Hill hike which is a great way to get your day started.

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It has forever been a hub for artists and writers for it’s easy to be inspired here. The main town of the area is Clifden and if you’re lucky enough to be in Connemara this week of October you’ll catch Clifden Arts Week where Irish Poet Laureate and Nobel Prize winner Seamus Heaney will be in attendance. Whilst in Clifden I had the pleasure and good ‘craic’ of strolling into the Lavelle Art Gallery where I met owner and himself a talented artist Gavin Lavelle. Gavin is a graduate of the National College of Art and Design in Dublin. We mused over the state of the art world in Ireland and I left laughing with promises to return to continue the conversation.  If you’re one for acommodations that strike at the heart of you and ooze with character I’d highly recommend the Old Monastery Hostel in Letterfrack.  Situated 35 paces from the National Park entrance. If you need to write a book, make decisions, or just be in a hospitable relaxed atmosphere you’d stay here.

This is a special place and a unique one. You won’t find the likes of it anywhere else. And that’s fact. The people who live there know it and when they say goodbye they do so with a cheeky smile because they know chances are you’ll be back. They wave with one hand and with the other they have a tight hold that lasts forever.

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A little techy moment now for all of you geeks. The video is shot with the new 5d Mark II and edited in Final Cut. The mark II presents it’s own challenges when it comes to editing it’s files and getting them into a format where I could edit natively in Final Cut but after much digging round the internet I worked a few things out.

October 1st, 2009

Berlin Reborn

On the morning of August 13th 1961 Berliners woke up to find their city divided by a wall that stretched for 29 miles. During it’s existence 5000 people tried to escape from the East and it’s estimated 239 died in doing so. Nov 9th this year will mark 20 years since the fall of the infamous Berlin wall. In early Sept I had an opportunity to visit Germany’s capital. A new Berlin part of a new and reunified Germany.

My memories of the period in 1989 when the wall came down are mostly those images that flashed across a television screen as part of enthralling news reporting from ITN. At 16 years of age a kid growing up in Ireland, the full meaning of the fall of communism across Europe did not register, yet I was fully aware of the historical significance of what was happening before my eyes. As so often is for a young adult the significance of events can very much be read by the reactions of the grown ups around you. Some being those sitting with me watching, the others being those on the  TV screen. Images of men and women smashing the wall with sledgehammers, hugging each other while tears rolled down their faces. Throngs of people pushing across a border in disbelief and fear of a clampdown that might once again thwart their efforts to escape from an oppressive regime.

My fascination with Berlin stems from these childhood memories as well as a desire to check out a city that is fast becoming (if it’s not already) the cultural and art capital of Europe. In recent years it has become a sought after destination for contemporary artists and it was time for me to go check out the rumors.

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The Brandenburg Gate, once a simple of division, now a symbol of a reunified nation.

Today parts of the wall still stand dotted across the city as relics to the past and for all those who come to see a part of history. Many of these pieces still bear the images that people chose to paint across a drab grey concrete wall that drove a barrier across their hearts and the heart of their city.

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The remnants real value lie in that are they are testament to just what this city and it’s people have overcome. I couldn’t help thinking that this is exactly what makes Berlin so vibrant. Here is a city that has been given a chance at a new lease of life and Berliners it seems are determined that they are going to make the most of it. It has always been a city where artists, scholars, academics have flocked so it’s cultural significance is not something new. The only difference now perhaps being that the city has a sense of really coming into it’s own after being completely devastated by the 2nd World War and then later divided by communism. Across the city much is facade for what is coming and it is true that the cranes across the city are almost as numerous as the famous landmarks that the city lays claim to. It is somewhat bizarre as you stroll the city when you realize that a lot of it is fake. A one dimensional graphic representation of the future propped up by webs of scaffolding.

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Yet for all the facade the architecture of Berlin was what grabbed my attention most about the city. It is truly a beautiful European capital. The first thing I noticed was it’s ‘openesss’ as regards the city’s architectural planning. Nowhere in the city did I feel like I was being enveloped by giant skyscrapers that blotted out the sky and dwarfed me on the street. I felt like I could breath and immediately I felt at ease. I liked this city a lot. From it periods of Romanticism, to the New Objectivity of the 20’s, the totalitarian of it’s Nazi style, the Utilitarianism that marks the old division between east and west to the explosion of contemporary building, it is a jewel in the history of architecture. It’s contemporary architecture design projects are some of the most forward thinking I’ve seen anywhere.

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The Berlin Philharmonic Hall designed by architect Hans Scharoun completed in 1963.

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The GSW building by architects Sauerbruch Hutton nominated for a Sterling Prize and noted worldwide for it's low energy and ecological sustainable design.

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The old and the new working in harmony. The neo romanesque Kaiser William memorial church by Franz Schwecten was destroyed in WWII. The new church a hexagonal tower was designed by Egon Eiermann.

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Old east Berlin apartment building.

Urban planning has left streets wide and most buildings low for what I suspect is a consideration for the healthy psyche of the people who work and live here. Tree lined streets are prevalent as well as a bike lane system and user demographic that would make San Francisco where I live look like the Mickey Mouseville of bike commuting. I saw no aggression between drivers and bikers, a common site in SF. Perhaps that has to do with the fact that Germans really do know how to drive. Hipsters were barely visible. Apparently Berliners don’t need to prove their coolness. They just are. Women put style into bike riding instead of just low riding skinny jeans that made them look like construction workers bending over at a building site. Traffic congestion is low and traffic flow efficient. The U Bahn and the S Bahn provide commuters with an extensive underground system that covers the entire city.

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9 percent of Germans commute by bike. In a city of 3.4 million people, 500,000 people ride bikes everyday. The city spends 3million euros($4.3 million dollars) every year on 600 km of bike paths and lanes.

In my short time and my curiosity of the Berlin art scene I only managed 2 gallery visits.  One to The Berlin Gallery and the other  to the New National Gallery. Unfortunaltely for me both of these galleries had large sections closed in preparation for upcoming exhibitons in time for the approaching 20 year anniversary. Yet operating on half mast both of these institutions managed to leave their mark. Both galleries The Berlinsche Galerie and the Neue Nationalgalerie as they are know to locals are both meccas for contemporary, modernist art lovers, the former concentrating on home grown art the latter more international in it’s scope. The National Gallery building designed by architect Mies Van Der Rohe is beautiful in it’s starkness and linear form with an overhanging roof of steel who’s strength of form isn’t fully appreciated until you approach and stand beneath it. I simply loved it. It was one of those structures that reminded me of why I love modern architecture.

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The New National Gallery.

It is not an exaggeration to say that the BilderTraume exhibit of mostly surrealist works currently at the National Gallery was easily one of the best exhibits I’ve seen anywhere. From a private collection it included work from Dali, Miro, Pollack, Picasso, Ernst, Magritte, Rivera, Tanguy to name a few. If you’re in Berlin I’d recommend making a point of seeing it.

From what I’ve read about Berlin since I’ve left there is of course division within it’s citizens about the ‘progress’ and the building blitz that has occurred in recent years. Gentrification that goes along with it is utterly transforming neighborhoods and there are stories of the poorer less central neighborhoods being ignored as far as investment in their upkeep. The movement of people is occurring now in the reverse direction from west to east because they can’t afford the price of progress. In the strongest economy in Europe everything still comes with a price. It remains to be seen just how well Berlin and perhaps Germany as a whole can cope with it’s past as it hurtles into the future.

August 25th, 2009

a life outside (the box)

Most people that know me will tell you that I can’t go very long before the urge to leave the city and get to nature becomes over whelming for me. The feeling is kind of like someone has a pillow over my face. I want to get out that bad.

Without trips like these I wouldn’t have become the type of photographer I am today. And certainly not the person I am today. One of the great things about being a photographer is that you can pretty much do it anywhere. So this month I took advantage of modern technology and took my ‘office’ to Tahoe.

I arrived in the afternoon and went to take a run just as the sun was setting on the lake.

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The air smelled of cedar and spruce and the light filtered through the trees.

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The next morning I scoped out a few cafes with wifi where I could work. Full signal and friendly staff are prerequisites when on the road. I spread out at this place several days. I spent so long here they could have charged me rent.

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When the full moon rose above my campsite on the 5th night it lit everything up. I’d test shot it every night and was ready for the final show.

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A few days into it and the storm that was forecast finally came as I was heading to Lovers Leap a favorite climbing spot to go shoot and climb with friends. By the time I arrived in the parking lot the rain was coming down steadily. But Jake my faithful climbing partner wouldn’t dream of letting something like rain dampen his spirits as we stood and drank our wine out of tin cups. All while strolling along the route of the old pony express trail and pondering the 600 ft walls that we would climb for the next few days.

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I love people with a lust for life and a desire to do things that push one outside their comfort zone. Jake is one of those people. From a little town that you might have heard of called Woodstock he has been climbing for probably 25 years. No other person has convinced me more times than anyone else that I can do something on a wall of rock hundreds of feet up in the air when I am steadfast sure I cannot.  When I’m in that place where I can’t figure the move and it looms over me like a giant and I can’t go down, the only way to go being up. Up and over what seems like an utterly impossible move. Times like this Jake has uttered some seriously convincing words.

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But really the only one who can physically get you there is yourself. Which is why when I stand at the top of a climb and I have my feet planted firmly on solid ground again, what I just accomplished makes life’s challenges on the ground seem like small fry.

When you have become so zoned in on nothing but a piece of rock in front of you with your whole body, mind and senses it is has an uncanny ability of making you feel very much alive. Not forgetting to mention the fact that you’re highly aware of your own mortality as the wind whistles in your ears as you balance there. So I take it all in afterwards, thankful for the accomplishment and my safe arrival.

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After hanging out with Jake at the Leap I headed back to west Tahoe to do a hike in the Desolation Wilderness which is right out my ‘backdoor’. I’ve spent many weeks in the Desolations Wilderness over the years and whilst it can be crowded (the most visited wilderness in America) and solitude alludes you sometimes, it is nevertheless beautiful. Miles and miles of trials where if you pick the right one(the PCT) you could go all the way north to Canada or south to Mexico.

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In one day I hiked 14 miles roundtrip up into the wilderness behind my campsite. I made the mistake of leaving camp with the wrong shoes on and by the time I got back I had a raw blister on the sole of each foot about the size of a quarter. How I managed to do this after years of experience I will never know. In hindsight I should have photographed my feet to show you just what kind of  state they were in.  However as I marched along uttering expletives to myself and my own stupidity this was some of the scenery I was greeted with.

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I had reached my half way point at Fontanillis Lake when I bump into a couple arguing in the middle of nowhere with what appeared to be their 12 year old son stuck in the middle of them. The anger and bad energy exchanged during those moments seemed wholly out of context in what I was surrounded by. I felt sorry for her as the tears rolled down her face and her partner stood mute perhaps guilty for making his wife cry.  Love can hurt but it can hurt even more when you’ve lost yourself in it. And she was definitely lost in it.  My thoughts were hey look on the bright side lady, if you’re going to be sad at least you’re looking at this.

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And the only person casting a shadow on my scene was myself.

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You could be forgiven for thinking I was in the pages of a Grimm brothers tale.

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I wasn’t. Just somewhere equally as enchanting. And like a storybook lying on your bedroom floor, you can pick it up, take a look, maybe be inspired enough by the story told within. Or. You can turn around and go to sleep.

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